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SAWNEY BONE: Book Two in the 101 Ways to Hell Series, the latest novel from Leo Darke, has been released into the wild. Go forth and grab yourself a copy (print and Kindle editions.
Part One: Hole
Father's shout.
Eat the world—and the cave stinks of horror.
I sees the sun spurt blood over the deathless sea. I squints at the rocks with their hoods o' weed skulking on that goriest o' shores. I sees the world in my head, and I'll eat it all.
The grisly man crouches at the mouth of the cave and scratches irritably at his rank beard. Eat. I'll eat 'em all.
Across the sea, the mound of Ailsa Craig drips with blood from the wounded sun. The grisly man gazes at the blood, can taste it on his lips, feel it ooze down his jaws. He stretches gnarled hands toward the sun, thirsting for redness.
Behind him, from the depths of the cave, comes the pig-stuck roaring of his spawn. He snarls back into the darkness. If any are unwise to venture near him now, he'll scoop them up by their chicken-bone ankles and slap their brains out against the roof of the cave. He hears his hag of a woman spit and curse and the sound of stone on flesh. It excites him; he wants part of the violence. He is about to scamper into the throat of the cave when a sound reaches his sensitive ears.
His grotesque head tilts upward, nostrils working eagerly. His body, clad in a filthy jerkin and a loincloth of rotting seaweed, stiffens; a man of rock with death screaming in his mind. He listens, breath stilled. The echo of hooves can just be detected from far above.
He moves.
Like a human crab with scabbed flesh and slimy hair, he sidles over the rocks beyond his cave, swarms over piles of sick, pale weeds, and sprays through the first tongues of the advancing tide. He needs be hasty.
The carriage road winds toward the edge of the world.
The cliff tops hang above a gulf of twilight. The horizon is a band of blood, splitting the dark of the sea from the dark of the sky. Blood. The old woman at the Inn talked of blood and other horrors. Her ghoulish babbling gains more credence as the evening sucks light from the heavens.
Beware the cliffs of Bennane.
The knotted crone burbled gleefully upon the subject, and the words have taken root in his head, will not be tugged free. Now they grow with his fear, take on awful shape.
Folk disappear, lad.
A shriek swoops at him from over the lip of the crags. His heart stammers. A seabird, wailing horribly as it circles its cliff-top nest. The traveler urges his horse onward, the steady tattoo of hooves on the rough road mingling with the agitated screams of the gull. Far below, the sea pushes hungrily against the rocks.
He must reach Stranraer before dawn, and this guilty road is his only route. Why should he fear?
The gull ceases its mournful cries. The hollow trembling of the sea below… Night seizes him.
Father's shout.
Mother's scream.
"Derek, mind the road, for God's sake."
Gulls.
Holiday
1972
Father's shout.
One large hand left the steering wheel, formed into a fist, swung around into the back seat, pounding the boy's right arm like a fleshy demolition ball. The Avenger veered dangerously across the coastal road.
Mother's scream.
Father twisted round again to confront a big, blue vista of sea filling the windscreen. He bore down hard right on the steering wheel. Tires screamed in agony. The car bucked madly, barely managed to cling to the narrow road, and pulled away from the cliff edge.
The boy rocked against his brother, who elbowed him viciously back onto his own side of the seat. As the car steadied itself again, the boy nursed his arm, fury building, out of control like his Dad's driving. "Bastard. Bastard." He shrieked the colorful word—it sounded so good, so right—at the back of his father's bullish neck. Father's oversized head (Freak. FREAK!) began to swing toward him again.
"Derek, mind the road, for God's sake," Mother whinnied. The boy watched his father's profile as it swiveled to confront him, his bulbous left eye bloodshot with rage. The boy leaned forward and stabbed the index finger of his right hand into that mad bull's eye. Then he was scrabbling at the back door of the Avenger, ignoring the bellow of pain from his father, the frenzied octaves of his mother. The door swung open, the gray surface of the road ground past. The horizon of sea and sky beckoned him on. He took one quick look back, saw the gloating expression on his brother's young face. Go on, his expression read. Do it. We all hate you. Jump.
The boy jumped.
He hit the grassy verge at the side of the road, and the breath left him with a punch more brutal than those even his father regularly dealt him. His body rolled on, tossed by momentum, plunged through the rusty web of an old wire fence and down, down. Sea, sky, and bracken, merging crazily. Down. A rock thumped his left kidney, bounced him into the air, winded. He landed in thick ferns, his frame suddenly numb. The sea rolled closer.
Something was leaning over him, preventing him from falling farther: a tall, white object that reared incongruously up from the bracken. It rocked when he collided with it, but it did not fall. The boy wondered dimly through his pain why a refrigerator should be stuck out here on this wild slope. Perhaps the seagulls kept their fish fingers in it. Not funny. Too much hurt.
Unconsciousness beckoned, but he wasn't going to let it take him away. The hurt kept him alert. Far, far away it seemed, he heard his father's bellows as he searched for his son.
The boy's agony urged him to be sensible and wait here until his father found him, but his hate forbade it. Instead, he forced himself to his knees and crawled away from the rusting fridge, away from the sounds of searching.
A glimmer of sand: a beach lurked beneath the tumbling hillside. He could hide there. The bastard with the swinging, balled fists wouldn't find him there. Ever. And then they would all be sorry, he promised himself as he half-crawled, half-rolled down through the ferns onto the dirty, white beach. He thought of his mother's careworn efforts to stop the violence; the jagged bursts of fury into which his father would ignite, chasing him round the kitchen table, chasing him up the stairs, always chasing him.
And when he caught him…
Waves rolled in. Spears of sunlight glanced off rocks that rose from the beach like petrified monsters. Seaweed was strewn thickly over the sand, off-white innards bloated by the surf. Gulls mourned.
The child heard more cries from above: his father's angry voice fading, to be replaced by his mother's pleas. Was he supposed to believe she really cared? The boy wasn't going to fall for that one. He knew what would happen if he let himself be found. The rage of his father unleashed, an unstoppable thing. He considered crawling onward into the wall of waves ahead, allowing himself to float off into the glorious burst of the setting sun exploding across the sea. He inched forward, sobs chugging up from his chest.
When the surf licked at his hands and his knees, bare below his shorts, he knew he couldn't go on. The cold pulled him back from the brink. He stood shakily. The bastard mustn't find him; he must keep that thought uppermost at all times. His legs wobbled as they carried him along the shore, but the pain was not so fierce now, although his left kidney felt as if it had been flattened. But he would not cry anymore. That was all over.
As he limped on, the heather-covered slopes surrendered to sheer cliffs. Gulls rose and fell around the tops of the crags, white and gray confetti scattered by the wind. Their sad cries mingled with those of his mother, the pounding surf a steady backbeat.
The beach ended where an arm of rock pushed out into the frothing sea. Automatically, as if he must keep as much distance between himself and his parents—his family—as possible, he began climbing around the outcrop, and the cave was suddenly there.
He forgot to breathe. A hole like a screaming mouth gaped from between shoulders of rock in a dry, narrow inlet. Above, the cliff face bulged out into a stern forehead, sweeping up, up, so the boy had to crane his neck to follow it. His gaze leaped back to the mouth of the cave, from which a spew of boulders dribbled down a slight incline of shingle and weeds toward him. The weeds were thicker here, piled like ripped white bellies on the rocks, and the violent stink of it prised his nostrils wide. But his eyes were wider. The boulders formed an ogre's staircase leading up to adventure.
The hole pulled him. There was no choice, really; even if he had wanted to turn away, he couldn't. Not now. There was something here for him; he knew that somehow. Something special. He clambered up the boulders toward the screaming mouth, sliding and slipping over the weeds clinging like wet hair to the rocks. The crack widened to greet him as he neared it, then closed abruptly over him. The sobbing of the sea faded.
The cave was dark, and it was full of horror.
The ten-year-old could smell it. He could taste it. But he could see nothing beyond the first few yards visible in the faint light from outside. The cave opened into a fairly large chamber after the constricted opening. Then, as he groped his way onward, hands outstretched, nothing but blackness. He felt the damp roof lower over his head and the rough walls squeeze him in as the opening chamber gave way to a narrow tunnel. Now and then, his hands would sink into cold emptiness as they traveled along the walls, side passages leading into deeper mystery. Terror squeezed him like the walls as he ventured farther in, and he wondered why he should savor it so. He sucked it inside his lungs, breathing it deep.
And it was the best thing he had ever experienced in his life.
With the pulse of the sea distant now, he eventually reached the end of the cave. Here, he felt the tunnel open up into another chamber, smaller than the first, where a wall of rock prevented further progress. On an impulse, the boy squatted on the cold ground, small, alone, drinking in the delicious wine of this new fear he had discovered.
Bone.
He had been sitting for several minutes, his hands distractedly exploring the floor of the cave around him when his fingers slipped across the smooth, brittle object. His heart inflated with a burst of horror. His subconscious mind identified it before his rational one would dare. He tried to focus his eyes on the find, but the dark would not let him, as if the object should remain unseen, hidden.
Bone.
Yes, a bone, a special kind of bone. And it refused to pull free from the crack of rock in which it was embedded, so he applied both hands, laughing wildly.
The double row of jagged teeth rasped against his palms as he wrenched, as if nibbling his skin in welcome, or hunger. The shape of the football-sized bone seemed oddly malformed, he thought as he caressed the bulging forehead and poked his fingers into the hollow sockets, which surely were set too far apart. His special fear rode him, spurring him on, and so intent was he on his efforts that when he heard the voice, he wasn't sure at first whether it was merely the sound of his own excited breathing playing tricks on him in the cave. A drip of water from the roof, the wind beyond the cave mouth? Then it came again: his name whispered through the dampness and the dark.
He paused to listen, but only the wailing of gulls reached his ears. Had his father followed him down onto the beach, was he calling him still? But it hadn't sounded like someone calling, more like someone sighing. He returned his attention to his find and, with a final exertion, managed to pull the skull from the crevice.
He cradled it eagerly, his heart stamping so loud that it could have been the heartbeat of the cave itself. And over the beat, the whisper came once more…
A whisper coaxing him with secret words. He bent his head to the filthy jaws and listened to what they had to tell him.
Beyond the mouth of the cave, the gulls mourned ceaselessly.
The family holiday was over.
"Father…" the child breathed, sitting in the dark.
Part II: The Slaughter
1993
Chapter One
"I want the sickest film you've got," the man said.
Jack had watched him enter the video library. He was the first customer of the day (always the worst?), and Jack had never seen him before. He was quite sure of that. He wouldn't have forgotten a face like this one in a hurry. A sly face, long, and somehow uncomfortably handsome in a bitter kind of way, as if the features were only reluctantly good-looking and tried to twist themselves slightly out of true to spite the man to which they belonged. There was a flick-knife viciousness in the eyes, which were so dark as to be almost black. The cut of his thin lips was dangerous. The man's eyes slid over the tightly packed video shelves lining the narrow passage leading to the counter.
Jack took in the long, dark overcoat, the square-toed biker boots emerging from the turn-ups of his black jeans. He looked as if he'd edged violently into his thirties and was lean and sharp as a pirate's cutlass.
I don't like you, Jack thought as the stranger approached the counter. Nope. Not at all. He felt himself worm under the nasty chisels the man used for eyes.
The stranger slicked a blade of jet-black hair away from his eyes. There wasn't a trace of color anywhere on his body; from his frost-white face to the heels of his dark boots, he was every inch Veidt's Cesare, nightmare-walking into Jack's life. His lips tilted into a serial-killer sneer.
I REALLY don't like you. Jack's guts tensed, and his teeth clenched the way they always did when he found himself in circumstances he wasn't happy with.
"I don't mean just sick," the man continued in a voice laden with grave dirt. "I mean vile. Mind-bendingly repulsive." He spread his hands on the counter and cocked his head forward. Jack noticed how long and thin his fingers were, all rough and grimy like raw, stringy carrots, the sort of vegetable fingers you'd stuff in the sleeves of a scarecrow.
Jack summoned a cheery grin that read: Love to help, mate, even if you are the most unappealing creep I've ever been forced to serve, and said, "I'm afraid we don't stock mind-bendingly repulsive films, chief. Not even merely vile ones. Sorry." He was actually, or rather, always had been up to this point. He loved horror films. But right now he was suddenly quite happy with the situation. "This is a clean shop. No under-the-shelf nasties here." He marveled at his own smugness.
The man wiped one hand idly along the countertop, his eyes never leaving Jack's. The sneer remained. He's going to flip into violent mode any minute. Jack performed a rapid mental check of the video library for possible weapons with which to defend himself. Unless he was prepared to fight off the sick bastard with a copy of BEE Movie that leaned patiently against the computer waiting to be put to bed, there really weren't many options.
The stranger turned around to survey the shelves of the small video vault that, with its low roof, narrow passage, and subdued lighting, resembled a fox's bolthole. I'm trapped in here, thought Jack. Shut in with Mister Mind-Bendingly Repulsive. How was that for typical Tuesday afternoon entertainment?
The dark man pulled a video box down from a shelf. The naked light bulb shimmered on the plastic cover. Jack read the title and wiped his mouth nervously. The Boogeyman. Mister Vile weighed the box in one hand as if deliberating whether or not to rent it. Jack could feel a ring of sweat under his collar. This is stupid. So he's unpleasant and creepy, but that doesn't necessarily make him dangerous.
"Evisceration," the man breathed. "Decapitation. Dismemberment…" He drew out the last word lovingly as he faced Jack again, and his snarl was pure Jack-O'lantern.
Jack knew he was as pale as the stranger now. He groped for reassuring reasons for the man's behavior… A joke? Some ridiculous gag dreamed up by his mates to freak him out? He dismissed the idea. His friends didn't have the imagination to come up with something like this.
So why was this happening to him? He'd never done anything to deserve this persecution. The only comforting thing he could think of was that if the man wanted to see a film, he was going to have to become a member, and to do that, he would have to do normal, mundane stuff like producing a driver's license and bank statement. Safe sort of things. Of course, he could already have joined when Jack wasn't working, but even then, he'd have to show his card, and Jack could fix something on him, like an address that would make the man just a customer and not a homicidal maniac.
"Do you think this might give me what I want?" the man waved The Boogeyman at Jack.
Jack steadied himself. Get a grip, you prick. "Depends what you're looking for, I suppose."
"I just told you what I'm looking for. Grotesque mutilation is all that will satisfy me. I'm looking for blood; I'm searching for guts."
Blood. His slug-black pupils were swollen like they were gorged with the stuff. You're freaking yourself, Jack.
His voice came out through a dry crack. "Well, you won't find much in that film." He was determined to keep some kind of customer-friendly slant to the conversation, to pretend he wasn't disturbed at all by the man's behavior. No way, no how. If he showed fear… The Video Shack had never seemed more like a fox hole than right now. He forced the bravado. "It's been cut, mate." Wrong choice of words.
"Cut?" The man might as well have slavered like a hound, he was that delighted as he closed on his prey. "Like a throat? Like an eyeball peeling before a razor?" A grim smile. "No, you mean censored, don't you? Our sanity and senses protected by moral guardians. The butchery butchered. And that's a sad irony because I'm in the mood for a little dismemberment right now. I need inspiration."
Jack looked away quickly. The man's eyes were so dark as to be impenetrable. If the man was playing, there was absolutely no way of telling. "Never mind," the stranger continued, "How's about…" He trawled along the horror section near the till and came up with a find. "This one?" He held it up for Jack. The Mutilator. The cover showed some backwoods retard wielding a bloody big axe.
"Nice title, don't you think? Just rolls off the tongue."
"This is a wind-up, isn't it? Either that, or you've got a serious problem." So much for the pretense of normal customer service. The words were meant to be bold, but Jack's voice carried an embarrassing wavering note that spoiled the illusion.
The pumpkin grin vanished. The long face tautened like a whip before the crack. Silence for a fistful of sweaty seconds while Jack swallowed dryly.
"Does it look like I've got a problem? Don't I look perfectly in control to you?" He pushed The Mutilator across the counter toward Jack. By pick, by axe, by chainsaw … Bye, bye, the cover blared luridly at him. Jack glanced at the misanthropic hillbilly straddling the tagline and went right off the film. He'd watched it twice himself and thoroughly enjoyed it—horror films were the reason he'd chosen to work here, after all. He got to see all the latest releases free-of-charge. But he'd suddenly lost his taste for this one.
He turned his attention toward the computer sitting on the counter before him and nudged the pad on the keyboard in an attempt to defuse the situation. The customer index file flickered up on the screen. "Are you a member?" he asked with reasonable calmness. "If you want a video—mind-bendingly repulsive or otherwise—you need to be a member."
The stranger didn't answer. Jack looked up, and the man nodded once, slowly. Progress of a sort? "So, what's your name?"
Nothing. Jack drummed his fingers nervously on the keyboard, but he wasn't going to look up again. He could wait here all day, if it came to it. He was being paid to sit here.
"Bane," the dark man said finally, and his smile would have given a crocodile bad dreams. Jack looked up. He could see his own pale, lugubrious face echoed in the stranger's bulging pupils. He snatched himself back from the brink and punched the name into the computer. A response leaped up instantly: MISTER BANE, THE SLAUGHTER INN, BUCKINGHAM ROAD, BRISTOL.
Jack blinked stupidly at the entry. Maybe it was all a gag, after all. But if it wasn't his mates pulling this stunt, then what about Mary? Mary being the blonde Video Vault worker Jack had been trying to pull for the last year. The Slaughter Inn, for Christ's sake. Mister Bane, the man with no Christian name. Everyone had to give their Christian name. It was library policy. No exceptions. So, this was just a prank, after all. Of course, it was. Hilarious. He should have been annoyed, but the relief felt too good. Mary, bless her. He smiled at the dark man with confidence for the first time. Where did she find this geezer? He had to admit he'd fallen for it brilliantly, what with the horror-video angle and the sicko in search of a macabre fix and everything. If Mary hadn't made the joke too obvious with the Slaughter Inn gag, he'd never have cottoned on.
Except as he beamed foolishly at the dark man, he suddenly knew it wasn't a joke. No way, no how. Which just made the whole thing grotesque. Ghoulish.
As if reading his thoughts, the stranger pulled a pack of Death cigarettes from his coat pocket and lit one.
"I live just down the road from you. Isn't that nice and cozy?"
For a moment of pure panic, Jack was sure the man knew where he lived. Then he realized the stranger must be talking about the video shop. Buckingham Road was indeed just down the road from here. But as Jack lived roughly opposite the shop, it didn't make a whole load of difference.
"I…never heard of it," he stammered. The Slaughter Inn. Jesus. He pulled himself together and rummaged through the A–Z drawer of tapes behind the counter, found what he was looking for, and stuffed The Mutilator cassette into the plain plastic customer box with Video Vault emblazoned on it, and then pushed this across the counter to the man. The sooner he got what he wanted, the sooner he would go. Hopefully.
The man sucked hard on his Death cigarette, which was as black as his hair, and tossed three pound coins down beside the film. He scooped up the box and turned to leave. He's going, thought Jack, feeling like he was ten years old again and morning was coming after a long, scary night. But the stranger wasn't going. Not yet, anyway. He stopped halfway down the aisle and turned his unnaturally dark eyes on Jack once more.
"Tonight's Opening Night," he said, flashing Jack a farewell rictus grin. He bent his head slightly as he strode toward the door, and his boots clicked hollowly on the wooden floor.
Chapter Two
Neighbours was just finishing when Dennis announced his return to the flat with the usual demonstrative slam of the door. Jack twitched awake in his black plastic armchair, the one he'd rolled a mile from where he'd found it sitting in the rain outside a house on Ravenscourt Road. Why? Because he'd fallen in love with it on sight. And he was way too tight to buy a new one. He yawned with a mixture of relief and irritation. Irritation because he'd fallen asleep in front of Neighbours again, and relief that Dennis was home so he could discuss the day's bizarre events with him.
"I keep telling you… This shit cheeses your brain," Dennis grunted, flopping onto the threadbare sofa and looking more than a little aggrieved that he'd missed it himself.
"I like to keep tabs on reality," Jack told him.
Dennis began to roll a cigarette, bored with the conversation already. He was a funny-looking bastard, and Jack never tired of telling him so. Although the electrician was only twenty-nine, he already had the face of a world-bitten East End villain from the 50s. His small eyes glinted only occasionally now with a fading memory of their former juvenile mischief. More often these days, they were cloaked with cynical bitterness. Back in his adolescent days, when he had something to prove, mainly that he wasn't a prick despite his name, he changed his hair color from week to week, and often he would have to bend low to get his comical spiky coiffure through doorways. That was the Dennis Jack always looked for and very rarely found of late: the manic, dare-all, bumbling rebel without a clue who was always there for his mates and always got them in trouble. In the last decade, he'd wised up, cropped his hair, and lost the joke. Now he looked like his Dad, Dennis Senior, who was also an electrician and who also resembled one of the Krays' bodyguards, but without the bitterness. Dennis's old man was a jolly, innocent soul; Dennis was dangerous.
Jack watched the Six O'Clock News for a while. Dennis said nothing. Jack guessed his old friend was already plotting some new adventure that would take him off and out of himself to some distant haven for a short period and then return him here again, more cynical and disappointed with life than ever. Four years ago, Dennis had done what Laurel and Hardy had done to more amusing effect before him and ran off to join the Foreign Legion. Ran, as in chased. The police wanted to chat with him about certain things. Petty things, on the whole. Nicked car stereos, the odd bit of B & E. Oh, and, of course, his girl had left him. The clichés made the man, but Jack wondered if he might not have done the same himself if a girl like Sam had dropped him.
Dennis had left his family, his friends, and his drugs far behind to find himself caught up in a nightmare of his own making. Wild adolescence had received a good kicking, and a bitter man had emerged on the other side. During the first week in the Legion, he spent every night tied up in a closet with a pair of soiled Y-Fronts for a gag as part of some disgusting initiation ceremony. Seven nights breathing in someone else's shit. What was that like, Dennis? Jack had often wondered. Unsurprisingly, it wasn't Dennis's favorite topic of conversation. No wonder he was a different person from the naïve, boisterous clown he used to be back in the good old carefree days. "I'll tell you one thing the Legion did for me," he once said in a matter-of-fact tone: "I'll never be scared of anything again." Jack rather envied him that quality, if nothing else.
After a year or so, Dennis found himself promoted and in charge of a tank unit ordering the shelling that obliterated a nest of Iraqi snipers in the Mother of all Wars, and he became the recipient of a Legion d'Honneur as a result. He'd come back on leave a hero. Jack always thought that was quite strange, really, when he remembered the drunken wreck Sam had turned him into by giving him the elbow a few weeks before he took off for Tangiers. They used to use him as a doorstop down at the Crown. You'd always find him lying on the floor at the end of the night (and often at the beginning) with a bottle of Famous Grouse clasped in his paw. So he came back a hero, and suddenly the sun shone where he shat. He didn't like to talk about his heroics, and Jack respected him for that. It's funny what they gave you medals for, and Dennis obviously thought so, too; he deserted while on a tour of Canada a few months later.
"Fancy going out tonight?" Jack asked his flatmate. A strange excitement had seized him ever since the dark man left the video library. His uneasiness only intensified it.
"Coronation Street's on," Dennis answered without apparent irony.
"There's a new pub opening tonight in Buckingham Road. Sounds interesting." Jack stared at the Clockwork Orange poster on the wall above the TV, and the anticipation was thick in his belly like hot soup.
Dennis nodded wisely and puffed on his rolly[1]. Anna Ford told them about rape in Paisley and tins of dog food laced with arsenic placed in many chains of a well-known supermarket.
Jack flicked the channels with the remote control—Batman, The Addams Family, Home and Away—then flicked back to Anna. Baroness Thatcher was shaking hands with Jimmy Saville. "Something pretty scary happened today…" Jack trailed off. It wasn't that interesting to anyone but himself, really, as evidenced by Dennis's total lack of response. Saville's face filled the TV screen. "Twisted bastard tried to put the frighteners on me," he continued regardless. "And then invited me to his pub's opening night." He mimicked Saville's creepy voice. "'Ow's about that, then? And wait 'til you hear the name of the place…" Dennis gave all the signs of being able to wait a very long time, so Jack put him out of his misery: "The Slaughter Inn. Crazy, eh?"
Dennis turned his head slowly to look at him, then turned back to the television. Jack's pulse was quickening just from saying it aloud. Alex the Droog met his gaze from the poster on the wall. One eye winked at him, laden with false eyelashes.
"Just as long as it's dangerous," Dennis mumbled around his roll-up. "I need some danger tonight. I need reminding I'm still alive, now and again." Which sounded pretty funny when he'd just been looking forward to Coronation Street. He exhaled smoke at the TV screen, obscuring a particularly hideous political correspondent. "And as long as there's women. I don't care what sort, just as long as there's some sort."
"You never know your luck, Dennis; Sam might even turn up."
Dennis yawned to show his huge indifference to the subject of his ex. "Better make sure I get into a beery mess, then; I wouldn't want her to think I'm getting all civilized these days."
While Dennis lumbered about in the bath, Jack made a couple of phone calls. The night was definitely beginning to sound promising; Joe was free from delivering pizzas that evening and would see them there, so Jack wouldn't have to cope with Dennis alone. He thought of ringing Nigel but decided he wanted to enjoy himself for once. So he phoned Sam instead, after first making sure Dennis couldn't hear a thing; the ex-Legionnaire didn't take much provoking these days.
Sam was doe-eyed, svelte, possessed the most luscious mouth in the known universe, as well as mahogany curls that ivied down around her small, perfectly shaped face. Along with Mary from the Video Vault, she was the most eminently desirable female Jack had never gone out with. He'd kissed Sam once at a Christmas party when Dennis was unconscious in the toilet, and he'd remembered the taste of her ever since. She'd made it quite plain the next day that it was a drunken kiss only and gave him the "just a friend" speech. But he'd never given up hoping. She'd dumped Dennis when she realized he was an electrician with an attitude and was never going to change, and there was no reason why a video clerk should have any better luck. But he would never give up, even if Dennis had wisely seemed to do just that long ago. She was dating a property developer these days. Jack hoped she wouldn't bring him along tonight.
"Oh, it's you, Jack," her voice purred along the line.
Don't sound so thrilled, he thought, but batted on regardless. Yes, she agreed finally, she would come: The Slaughter Inn sounded pretty off the wall. She asked Jack if he minded her bringing Thomas ("My name's Thomas, not Tom") along, too. "Of course not," Jack answered in a strangled voice. The telephone went dead to her husky Honor Blackman farewell.
He took his place in the bathroom. Dennis had left him a gift. No, he'd been more than generous and left him two: one unflushed in the toilet bowl that greeted Jack as he lifted the lid to take a leak, and another made of pubic hairs forming a nest in the bath as he stepped in to take a shower. He whizzed the wiry hairs along the bottom of the bath and down the drain with the shower head, then turned the lukewarm jet on himself, the water becoming rapidly colder with each second, just so he wouldn't forget Dennis's third gift.
He wiped the steam from the mirror and examined himself as he toweled his body. Hey, good lookin'. Well, almost, if you were especially forgiving, as his mother used to say in her tired way. It was the closest she'd ever come to joking with him, and with the memory came a sense of wry pain. But she was right; his face was a little too long and his nose a little too large for him to win many beauty contests, but hell, it showed character, didn't it? Maybe a dash of gaunt attractiveness if he held his head at a certain angle. His brown eyes held a slightly lost look. "Is that acid casualty with the bewildered hair a friend of yours?" a female wit once asked Dennis in a pub. His flatmate had taken particular delight in repeating that one to anyone who would listen for the next six months.
Jack entered his bedroom and began drying his hair. Whenever he tried to impose a style onto it, he failed miserably. Its natural state was a brambly anarchy, and short of cropping it completely, there was no way of getting around that fact. He reached into the wardrobe and chose his favorite shirt—a black, silky number fraying slightly at the cuffs and collars from overuse—and pulled on a clean pair of crisp black jeans. He made an abortive effort to brush some order into his hair and gave up when it looked worse than before he'd started.
"Hurry up, ladyboy," Dennis hollered from the hallway, already opening the door to the flat.
Jack shouldered his way into his leather jacket, hunching it around until it felt good. He patted the twenty quid note stuffed in his back pocket and joined his friend at the door. Dennis looked him over with undisguised amusement, a roll-up jammed between his lips. He was dressed in his usual casual get-up of brown suede jacket and faded blue jeans. "Where d'you think you're going? The High School Prom?"
"If I am, I don't think much of my date." He was ready.
For the Slaughter.
The phrase repeated itself inside his head as he strode down Southley Road and turned onto Buckingham, while Dennis stomped moodily along at his side.
Chapter Three
Thomas arrived early. It was an annoying habit of his. No, strike that; it was one of many annoying habits. Sam hadn't finished applying her make-up, and she did not want to have to do it while he prowled around her small flat, distracting her with inane comments like: "Still slapping the cement on, Samantha?" She hated being called Samantha. He only called her that when he was in an irritable mood. Well, that made two of them now.
"Why don't you make yourself a coffee and watch telly for a bit." She knew that would get him; he hated waiting.
His expression clearly showed what he thought of that idea. "You said you'd be ready by eight," he said reproachfully.
"It's only ten to. Sit in the lounge and stop panting down my neck." She watched his reflection in the dressing table mirror. He was rooted behind her now, staring at her back, and it didn't look like he was going to shift. "Please?" He wavered, hands in the trouser pockets of his Armani suit. It had to be Armani. Thomas never liked to disappoint in the unoriginality stakes. He was almost at the door when he turned back.
"Are you sure you want to go to this pub?" he said, leaning against the bedroom door jamb.
Sam sighed and put her eye pencil down. He wasn't going to give her any peace. "Of course. It sounds a laugh."
"It sounds like torment. It'll be full of ugly people with bare armpits and music to make your head bleed."
She regretted asking him along now, but who the hell else could she have turned to? Her best friend Sue was out with her boyfriend (as usual), and she couldn't go on her own. No, she had to drag Thomas with her, if only to spite Dennis and show Jack she always had someone on her arm. But that suit…
"Couldn't you have come more casually dressed? How many times have I told you to loosen up? There'll be nobody there you'll want to impress."
"I am loosened up. And I don't need to impress anybody. I just like to look good. What's wrong with that?"
"You'll look stupid." She picked up her lipstick and tried to dismiss her irritation. It was a hard job. She could see it staring back at her in the mirror. There must have been a time when he didn't annoy her, but she'd be damned if she could remember when that was. But she only had herself to blame. What did it say about her that she needed to go out with people like Thomas? Self-centered high achievers who liked control. Did it make her feel in control, too, to run with the ruthless executive set, when all she would ever be to them was just another asset? Is that what she really wanted?
He was fidgeting with the door handle now, pushing it down and allowing it to spring back up again noisily with the impatience of all greedy people. He obviously had something on his mind. She could wait.
"When are you going to grow out of them, Samantha?" he said after a pause.
She put down her lipstick. There it was. It had been a long time coming, but it was something between them they both knew was there, although neither had openly acknowledged the fact before. It had been gnawing away at him ever since he met her. Now, at last, he was letting it out. She turned around, and he was pouting sulkily the way he always did when he didn't get what he wanted. His swept-back, pure Gecko hairstyle had a little too much Brylcreem, his eyes were a little too sweet, his chin a little too infirm, she thought, and wondered why it had taken her so long to see it, or so long to admit it. Tonight, she could see him naked and it wasn't as appealing as it used to be. He was a selfish little boy, and she was growing tired of little boys.
He waited for her to respond. When she didn't, he pushed on regardless: "I mean, they're not exactly your type, are they? They've got no style. No class."
She considered stopping him right there but decided to let him run on, have his little say. Then she could have hers.
"I mean, what are they exactly? An electrician with a criminal record, a rental clerk who gets off on video nasties…and a pizza delivery man, for Christ's sake! Worse, a pizza delivery man who thinks he's Brian fucking Jones. It's as if they're all competing to see who has the worst job. You should have moved on, Sam. You really should. A long time ago. You're just clinging to them from some deluded sense of—I really don't know what—surely not loyalty? It's embarrassing. They probably despise you anyway for trying to improve yourself. They're really not your problem anymore. You've got new friends, a different set. Let them go."
She crossed her arms, her face expressionless. "All done?"
He shrugged, but she noticed he couldn't look her in the eye. He had been compelled to say it, she could see that, and now that he had said it, she could suddenly see just how big the block really was he carried on his shoulder.
"They threaten you, don't they?"
He met her eyes; they were small, bewildered, and, yes, a little afraid. He put on a complacent grin. "Yeah, hell, I just can't compete…"
"That's just it; they worry you because they don't have to compete. They don't think a fat salary and a fast car are that big a deal, and that really bothers you, doesn't it? That sort of undermines everything you believe in." She got up, and she was feeling good for the first time in… Yes, she was feeling—what? Clean. She eased into her black suede jacket. "And you're wrong. They might be beer-guzzling slobs, they might never be achievers, and they might not speak with the right accents, but they'll always have class. It's something you wouldn't understand. Now, take me to the ball; we're late."
She swept past him down the short hallway to the door of her flat. He stayed where he was for a minute, digesting everything she'd said. She looked at him quizzically and realized she didn't have to worry about rushing back before midnight; the pumpkin had already appeared, and she was taking him with her.